Longing in false happiness

hmmm (I hate those thingies called "Betreff" or whatever it is called in English, cuz I never know w

Wed, 20 Aug 2008 15:42:44 GMT

hat to say... and these fucking things are character limited? Society should forbid those darn things.)

Weight: 69,9 (But I gained muscles, so it could be worse. Better than two years ago.)
Cigarettes: 4 (I cut back, i noticed.)
Sins in form of food: Chocolate for breakfast. But it's better than eating it in the evening.

Thank god I didn't say "I will try to update my LJ more regularly!" in my last post. Would have been WAY embarassing.

Anyway, I have graduated a few months ago and now I am a Zivi, as we call it. I work 8 hours a day in a workshop for disabled people, it's quite funny, especially when you get to tease them. It's kind of good going home and not thinking about homework that one should do or the next exam ahead. I finally get to be lazy without a bad conscience. Yay!

It's still weird reading the things I wrote so long ago. Puperty... ^^ AT least i gained two of the goals I had for myself. I went thin (kinda) and also made becoming a slut which was always my dream (seriously!). ANd I am finally not the nice person but the bitch that is always talking behind someones back, yay!

Not that I am a bad person, I am simply evil.

How time flies... I am already looking in which university I'll go.

I'm weird.

Thu, 10 Jan 2008 06:04:46 GMT

(Gosh, I missed this!)

Weight: 67,25
Sins in form of food: chocolate coffee.
cigarettes: I stopped counting

I actually forgot that I have LJ. It's weird to read what I used to write in here, it's actually a bit embarrassing to read things that you used to write "WHEN YOU WERE YO-HOUNG" (not that I am old now, but you know what I mean. I actually don't like tha way of thinking I used to have, but who actually cares.

Today I have to be a victim of our bureaucratic hellhole of country because I have to to to the army physical, because, for those who dion't know, every MAN (If women are always for equal rights, why don't they have to do it as well? :P) has to go to the army or to do social services, like wiping the arse of old people (let's hope it won't be that). I will make social services as well, but I still hope that I get "ausgemustert", meaning that they think my body is not capable of bein in the army, which would set me free from this duty ^^.

In four months I will write my final exams. Sounds weird when I think that I wrote my last entry not even thinking about them.

I think I lost the happiness I used to have along the way. It's weird.

Greets,

Teh Leo-Leo

:|

Thu, 04 May 2006 13:46:36 GMT

WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT WAS THAT?

Hmm

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 09:00:39 GMT

Okay. In my defence:

I am teh bored of Internet... So i havent been on much on msn, LJ, or anything else. Lately I morely enjoy going out with friends etc. (That could also be because I poured coffee over my laptop and my father keeps forgetting to send it to repairs... and his laptop bloddy annoys me...)

Yesterday I experienced the joys of paying with electronic cash LOL. Makes you feel so mature xD

After my ring, bracelet, tight pants, jacket, coat, necklace and chains fashion-fetish (I love making up new words!) I have a belt fashion-fetish now.

well, so I will go on living.

Leo-Leo

PS: The titanic sank today, 94 years ago...

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 01:36:33 GMT

Title: Rain down on me
Fandom: Lost
Characters: Sawyer/Boone
Word Count: 363
Rating: NC-17
Summary: PwP is all I say (A)
Notes: All credit goes to ficklemuse and Kane. I read her "Collision" story, saw her Boone/rain Icon and heard the song "Rain down on me" the same time and I, of couse got naughty thoughts that needed writing down.
This is something I wrote down very fast, because I never finish fics otherwise lol.

PS: yes I know i just used a selection of lyrics :P

"Let it all just rain on me…"

It was pouring rain. It was hot rain, the rain that made you feel good, not the rain you wanted to avoid at these times. And as Boone was sucking on Sawyer’s wet neck, the cleanness and wetness the rain was inflicting sexyness, the kind of sexyness he had never experienced. He sucked until there was a deep red spot that was marking his claim.

“Look into these eyes.”

Sawyer grabbed Boone’s head and guided his lips where he wanted them, right on his own. His slobbery kisses turned into a rough tongue battle that they would both feel the next day. He let his hands run down the boyish muscles, the hard chest and the defined back of his opponent.

“Tell me what you need.”

Boone escaped Sawyer’s kiss and dropped to his knees, unbuckling the belt. Ignoring the fact that sawyer didn’t wear any underwear, he just took in that huge pole, sucking up and down on it furiously like a kid that had its firs popstickle in three years while stroking his own cock slowly.

“So tell me where you are,
Tell me how you feel.
Tell me what you need,
Just tell me how you feel.”

Sawyer’s moans were muffled as he tried to stay quiet, not wanting to wake or disturb anyone. He halfway thrusted in to ‘help’ his lover, helping himself get off. He finally came, spurting into the boy’s mouth, hoping he could take it. And to Sawyer’s surprise, Boone took the 6-day-saved load perfectly. He grabbed Boone and pulled him upwards. Then he just pushed him to the floor. He himself got down too, and wrapped his own hand around Boone’s throbbing cock.

As he started the next tongue battle round, he stroked quickly, hearing his lover’s silent moans. As the sperm started shooting, Boone grabbed Sawyer’s head closer, pressing it onto his as if he wanted to melt and become one with him. And there were no words. Just the rain.

“And let it all just rain on me,
Let it all just rain on me,
Let it all just rain on me...
Rain down on me.“

:|

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 21:34:53 GMT

Okay. I just watched DH. It keeps getting hotter. My reactions throughout the Episode:

GODOMGHOTSQUEE

OMFGLMAOTHATISSUCHASQUEE!!!!!!!!!!

OMFGSQUEENESS:|

I wanna make Icons.

Fucking hell i need icons but for the spoiler-sensitive people I won't post them on LJ. For now...

I'm a meme whore :E

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 09:02:10 GMT

End of the year meme stolen from canadian_turtle

1. What did you do in 2005 that you’d never done before?
Er... blowjobs? Ok that was disgustinbg, but true.

2. Did you keep your New Years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
No, and yes

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nope

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Nope

5. What countries did you visit?
Netherlands, Italy, France

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
More responsibility concerning school

7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
November 2nd, for going to Canada

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Changing Schools, the one I really wanted to go to.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Failing a latin test and having to go to tutoring.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Nothing big.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
A laptop

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
dunno lol

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Two words: Laura and my Ma

14. Where did most of your money go?
Laptop again... and cigarettes lol

15. What did you get really excited about?
Going to Dutchie Land to visit Z an El, having a france vacation...

16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
Evanescence - So close

17. Compared to this time last year, are you
i. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? fatter
iii. richer or poorer? richer, I might have less money, but an income now :)

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Getting to know my friends

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Browsing online

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Did, at home

22. Did you fall in love in 2005?
Yes, twice :V

24. What was your favorite TV program?
Lost

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
Yes

26. What was the best book you read?
Harry Potter: HPB and "Der Dativ ist dem Genitiv sein Tod - Teil 1&2"

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Evanescence

28. What did you want and get?
A flatscreen back in the days where my PC was WORKING

29. What did you want and not get?
Dunno

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old?
16. Duh, I drank.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Not to sound shallow, but losing more weight.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
Casual, Maybe a tiny bit Punk, and then I turned into Eurotrash i think...

34. What kept you sane?
Finding good friends

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Ian Somerhalder & Drew Fuller

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
German elections

37. Who did you miss?
My old classmates

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Janine, Amelie, Glitz and Steffi

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
Every little thing you are able to regret

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"Can't cry it all away, It just won't fade away."

bother

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 22:32:51 GMT

another meme lol grabbed from beckie_gloom

Name a fandom you know I know and I'll tell you:

1. The first character I first fell in love with
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't
4. The character I love that everyone else hates
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer
6. The character I would shag anytime
7. The character I'd want to be like
8. The character I'd slap
9. A pairing that I love
10. A pairing that I despise

fandom meme

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 19:30:47 GMT

Grabbed from canadian_turtle and original_lie

1. Post a list of up to 20 books/movies/anime/TV shows/video games/etc. that you've had an obsessive fannish love of at some time in your life.
2. Have your flist guess your favourite character from each item

List (guessed items and guessers included)

1. Lost s1: Boone canadian_turtle, midnightshadows
2. Lost s2: Ana-Lucia canadian_turtle
3. Desperate Housewives: Andrew canadian_turtle
4. Sex and the City: Charlotte canadian_turtle
5. Supernatural: Dean midnightshadows, canadian_turtle
6. The Simpsons:
7. Lord of the Rings: Saruman canadian_turtle
8. Charmed: Chris canadian_turtle, midnightshadows
9. (Supernatural) CHANGED: Reba
10. Matrix: Trinity canadian_turtle
11. Jawbreaker (Tough one, I know)
12. Black Sash: Allie canadian_turtle
13. Malcolm in the Middle: Reese canadian_turtle, midnightshadows
14. Star Trek: Voyager: Seven of Nine midnightshadows
15. Star Trek: Enterprise
16. Star Trek: DS9
17. Harry Potter: Hermione canadian_turtle, midnightshadows
18. The Rules of Attraction: Paul canadian_turtle
19. Chalie's Angels (Movie): Dylan canadian_turtle
20. Kill Bill (Two are possible)

I had a similar meme ages ago, no peeking! :P Who knows, some things might have changed

Fic: All about power

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 23:20:42 GMT

I was bored and ages ago I promised my dear friend original_lie a W/C slash fic. So I was bored, wrote this down in half an hour (my excuse for suckiness :E)

Title: All About Power
Fandom: Charmed
Pairing: Wyatt/Chris
Warnings: Slash, Graphic Sex, Incest
Word Count: 710
Rating: NC-17
Author's Notes: Stole the "in" element from someone of lost_slash. Just in case this person wants credit LOL.

“I just want to save you, Wyatt.”

“You want to save the world.”

“I want to save you.”

“No you don’t.”

“I want us to be a family again.”

“We never were a family.”

Wyatt’s servants were standing behind him. With a wave of their master’s hand they vanished. “You know, Chris, deep down, we are both the same.” He walked closer to his brother, slowly. “We are both selfish. You want to be a hero, you want to be with your whore.” He touched Chris’s cheek lightly.

Chris flinched and took a step back, escaping his brother’s touch. “Don’t-talk-about-her-like-that.”

“Oh, I had her. She is a whore.” Wyatt said simply. “She sleeps with you and uses you for what she wants. She is just like me, as well as she is just like you. As well as she is like every human being. And she just wants to get revenge on me.”

“You think you know her. You don’t.”

“I do. But we fought on that subject. And I always won, and always will be. Let’s just let it go for now.” Wyatt deleted their distance by taking another step forward, initiating contact by holding Chris by his shoulders. “Wanna do what we used to do? What we were forbidden to do?”

Chris whimpered and whispered: “No. It makes me sick.”

“It never made you sick. You liked it. You were always begging for more. And besides, I wasn’t asking, I was demanding.” Wyatt said, running his hands down Chris’s biceps.

“You might succeed on demanding if you want your servants to do your weekly gang-bang, but that doesn’t work for me.” Chris said sarcastically, or at least trying to sound that way. “Now what are you going to do, Wyatt? Kill me?” He challenged, leaning closer to his brother. “You’re not even capable of...”

“You have no idea what I’m capable of.” Wyatt shouted, and just pressed his mouth on Chris’s, not letting him escape his grip. He forced his brother's mouth open and pushed his tongue in roughly.

Chris, to his own surprise, returned his brother's kiss lightly, if that was even possible. He felt his clothes being removed and there was nothing he could do about it.

“I might not be able to kill you. But I can do everythjing else to you.” Wyatt said as he removed his own clothes, keeping Chris on the floor with a telekinetic fix. The sight of his naked brother on the floor turned him on, and he lowered himself and stroked his brother’s chest, his abdomen and then lowered his strokes down to Chris’s cock, moving his hand up and down it. “Looks like I once again have to demonstrate my ‘power’ to you.” He put his brother’s legs on his shoulders as he lined up his own cock with Chris’s entrance. He moaned and thrusted

in.

Chris felt the mixture of pain and pleasure of being filled, and couldn’t do anything but whimper. His whimpers turned into little chants of “Wy, Wy, Wy, Wy.” He didn’t say “Why?”, he said “Wy.” His forced ecstasy once again let him fall for his brother, letting him mark his possession.

In.

Wyatt grunted and sped up his pace, frantically kissing and stroking Chris.

In.

Chris moved his head up and started sucking and biting on Wyatt’s shoulder. He tried to hold back his orgasm as much as he could, wanting his brother to exhaust himself. Starting to taste blood, he continued biting and sucking, suffocating the pain that his brother’s pole was inflicting.

In.

Wyatt moaned, screamed, cursed, grunted as he felt Chris’s teeth. His brother knew exactly how to push his buttons, and the sweet pain let Wyatt increase his thrusts, pounding into his brother like a jackhammer.

In.

Chris felt his orgasm build up and started pushing his mouth onto Wyatt’s, biting his brother’s bottom lip until it blead, while gruntine exessively through his teeth as his cum spurted between them in an orgasm that seemed to be endless.

In.

Wyatt felt Chris’s ass muscles clench around his cock and he thrust in one last time, shooting his load deep into his brother. As he pulled out, he just stood up and got dressed.

“It’s all about power, Chris.”

Reviews are love.

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 19:57:45 GMT

Hmm... celebrated new year's eve last night. Of course i got totally drunk, got a new (female :() bisexual friend and also fell asleep on a chair while calling maria :S

So here we go:

Happy new year!

May you all get laid, drink much and all the other things you usually wish for the new year :E

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 22:57:21 GMT

Okay so this is a belated:

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

I hope everyone had a great day etc, etc, etc, pp.

I for myself got a great new laptop :E *loves it*

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 09:30:17 GMT

Okay so yesterday, I found this totally funny series: reba. And now i can only get like 4 episodes. it sucks, you never get the things you really really want to download. And this series doesn't even air in Germany (i think). Ah well.

Anyone gpt epis for me? :P

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 14:46:26 GMT

Okay so i am better now. Like 3 hours after i wrote the last entry i was starting to get better and now i am fine. my back just hurts (makes me feel old :() but thats because of sth else i guess. So... i have this huge chrush :S... and i also want a chrushed ice drink, also called slushy, but that's sth else :P

Um, I wanna make new Icons as well, check my Icon account, nice so far eh? ;)

Um... that's it i think. Nothing else that is important.

Cy'all

Leo

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 08:26:34 GMT

Blah. I am sick and I don't even know what my disease is LOL. Well i have a headache, actually, my whole body hurts. I had littel diarrhea yesterday and i didn't sleep the whole night. Now i am not tired wither and I just feel like crap. Oh god i hate being sick.

WE ALL LOVE MELLY

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 17:53:29 GMT

W00t!!!! I finally have paid LJ!!!

and we all thank: original_lie

Dude u rock!

Luv ya, Leo

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 20:48:51 GMT

*sigh* there it is again. My desperate longing for love.

Nothing I can do now but close my eyes.

Fic: Worth your while

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 20:07:53 GMT

Title: Worth your while
Author: Leo
Fandom: Desperate Housewives
Characters: Andrew/Justin
Summary: He needed this now. He needed it hard. He needed to feel him hard. He needed to feel again.
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 941

“Just wait till everybody’s asleep. Seriously, I’ll make it worth… your while.“

“You better.”

While before he was concentrating himself on the video game they were playing, Justin now saved his energy for what was about to come. He peacefully pushed the buttons on his controller, trying to win, but having no rush, for having a winner as opponent for the post-game-game was always better. And Andrew was a winner.

He used his ability of multitasking to both the game and listening. He had always been a good listener. He had secrets, and secrets were meant to be hidden. And a good listener was good at keeping secrets. So he listened. Listened to anything that could happen outside this room. Listened to doors closing.

He heard steps. They were fast and erratic. Danielle. The door next to Andrew’s room slammed close. Immediately he felt a hand on his knee. He looked aside and saw Andrew close to him again, just like before. “That was Danielle.” Justin said, laughing. “Didn’t know you could be that horny.”

“Well, fine. Maybe I am. Don’t blame me.” Andrew said with his indescribable look Justin always got from him.

“Just wait.” Justin said, pushed a button and Andrew’s soldier was dead.

“Bitch.” Andrew said jokingly.

“Guy’s gotta try.” Justin just answered.

They played on. Justin heard Danielle’s window open. She was probably smoking. Then he again heard footsteps. The window closed quickly, but the elegant rhythm of the steps didn’t stop. They were stopping at their room and stayed there for a few seconds. But then they were moving again in the silent manner. Another door closed, silently.

Justin grabbed the remote control and turned off the TV. He took Andrew’s controller out of his hands and lifted himself off the bed to lay them on the console, which he also turned off. He turned back to Andrew, who looked confused.

“What are you doing?”

“Everyone’s going to sleep. Didn’t you hear?” He just stated. Sitting down on the bed, he looked at his lover. “Let’s see how horny you really are.” Coming closer, he laid his hand on Andrew’s knee, letting it move up his leg, reaching his crotch. “I guess you are.” Justin said, moving the hand away from the boy’s crotch and moving it up, roaming inside his shirt. With the other hand he pulled him closer and almost shoved his mouth into Andrew’s.

Their tongues duelled as pieces of clothing were being removed. They were naked and collapsed on the bed, rolling around, kissing and feeling each other up.

Andrew’s force grew by the second, and soon he was moving away from Justin’s mouth, working himself down every inch of his lover’s body he wanted to worship. He sucked on Justin’s nipples and flicked his tongue over his well defined abs. Soon he reached his target and took hold of Justin’s cock. He looked into those eyes, and all the words that could escape his lips were: “You are so hot. I love you.”

“Love you too.” Justin panted when he felt Andrew’s mouth on him. He laid his hands on his lover’s shoulders. “God… I missed this. I missed… you.”

Andrew just moaned around the shaft, trying to let free as much pressure as possible. He tried to get in as much as he could, and teased Justin a lot by just suckling on the head first, but then providing the most forceful suction he could offer, making Justin, who desperately tried to be silent, sound like a kicked cat. At some point he just coated his cock with saliva, preparing it for what he had in mind. He let go and moved up, sitting on his lover’s stomach. “Missed you too. But I also had missed this.”

Again Andrew kissed Justin on the lips, not as passionately as before, but tenderly and lovingly. He reached behind himself and guided Justin’s pole into his entrance. Letting it slide in, he lowered himself down it, moaning as he was being stretched from the inside.

Justin held his head close to Andrew’s and rubbed their noses against each other, remaining still for his lover to adjust. He let his hands again roam over Andrew’s defined body, going from the chest over to the hands and up his arms. Firming his grip on Andrew’s shoulders, Justin rolled them both over, letting himself be on top. He started to slowly thrust into him.

Andrew let out a muffled grunt and started insanely rubbing Justin’s firm biceps, encouraging him to go faster. He needed this now. He needed it hard. He needed to feel him hard. He needed to feel again.

Justin grabbed the younger man’s cock and started working on it as well, as Andrew’s motions started to encourage him to go faster. “Love you, love you, love you…” He managed to grunt out as he was now insanely thrusting in and out.

“Love… you… too.” Andrew moaned out and grabbed Justin’s head for a wet kiss. He felt him now, and made Justin feel what he felt through the kiss. He felt love. True love. Not just the saying-‘I love you.’ kind. He felt Justin work on him and moaned into his mouth as he reached his climax, coming all over the two of them, sticking them together.

Justin felt his orgasm build up as well and came inside his lover. He sprayed his insides with cum, knowing he would enjoy this. Andrew always enjoyed this. Collapsing on top of him, Justin kissed his opponent weakly and then just laid his head on his chest, closing his eyes.

This really was worth Andrew’s while.

fin.

PS: Reviews are lurve.

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 18:46:22 GMT

OMFG I JUST SAW THE HOTTEST DH EPISODE EVER! *SQUEE*

"I'll make it worth your while." "You better. [...] I don't mind waiting for the things I love."

(not sayin more snce the peeps who DO read my LJ (wohohoho there are many... not) dunno what i am talking about because they either don't watch DH or they just aren't watching the series in my rhythm (i.e. American rhythm + 1 day)

shrugs

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 14:46:38 GMT

I am lost lately. I dunno, it's just that i feel kinda empty. I can't really explain it it's just that sth is missing in my life (and i have an idea what it is, but I'd prefer not to say it here).

Anyway, two of my best RL friends are leaving the next few days, Janine and Amelie. And it's the worst with Janine, because she is like my best friend and i won't see her for one year. She goes to the U.S., Indiana i guess... I'll miss her so much.

As well, we started a new RPG and I am very excited about it, because this time it is not 5000 characters like in IDBT, of which i lost any overlook.

OK and I am not gonna translate this:

Ich find es relativ scheiße das JEMAND behauptet ich mag sie nicht wenn sie es ist die immer sehr ablenend in den convos mit ihr ist. Da is das ja wohl ech kein Wunder.

Dankeschön.

AMY AND NINI I WILL MISS YOU *GIANT HUG*

Leo

w00t! He's alive!

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 06:38:01 GMT

Weight: Last time i check it was 79.8 :S
Cigarettes: 2 and it's 8.45 am :S
Days left of school: 3

Okay... I am in school LOL we have the whole day off for some sport thingie and we just have to type in info LMAO. All my dudes are gone, i am freaking bored and LJ won't show my new layout :( i cause huge PC broblems that led me to format due to that and it's not working :(

okay techer's coming, gotta go

Leo.

Tralalala

Mon, 23 May 2005 18:01:34 GMT

Weight: For some reason I never check it lately... I dunno if I want to. Cigarettes: 2 Food: Hmm guess a lil much... as always.

Okay.... (DONT CLICK THE NEXT LINK UNLESS YOU WANNA BE SPOILED (Sorry have to say that))

Lost: Am still waiting for the rest of the finale.... But it looks like it will be torture after that so i dunno if I wanna watch it.... duh! of yourse I do LOL.

Charmed: I just saw the season Finale. Nice cliffhangers, and I really like the peeps that TCO transformed into... So I wonder, will there be two sets of actors for the next season? could be fun.

Desperate Housewives: Same as with charmed, am a lil sad that Rex died though. It was so weird that after Bree found out that he was dead she just went on with polishing her wedding silver and when it was done, sat down at the desk and started crying, which almost made me do the same as well.

Enterprise: This is such a lame ending. It's all I can say to that.

So... as I saw almost every finale of the series I watch, I have to say that I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO FOR THE NEXT 4 MONTHS!!!

As well I would like to introduce you to some games which are very nice:

Step 1: Open your MP3 player. (or your playlist)
Step 2: Put all of your music on random.
Step 3: Write down the first ten songs it plays, no matter how embarrassing
Step 4: Post them in your journal!

1) Jennifer Lopez & Nas - "I'm Gonna Be Alright"
2) Sugar Ray - "It's all been done"
3) Prodigy - "Out Of Space"
4) Simpsons - "Simpson Spin-off Showcase"
5) Phantom Planet - "Do the Panic (Live)"
6) Aaliyah - "If Your Girl Only Knew"
7) David Bowie - "Bring Me The Disco King"
8) Incubus - "Nowhere Fast"
9) Fettes Brot - "Lieblingslied"
10) Prodigy - "Rasmus & Hardnoise & The Chemical Brothers & Lightning Rod & Ultram..." (At least so it says)

a. Post a list of 10 TV shows you watch (current or cancelled!)
b. Have your friends list guess your favourite CHARACTER from each show
c. When guessed, strike through and tell us why you like that character

here are my shows:

1. Charmed
2. Simpsons
3. Lost
4. Desperate Housewives
5. Sex and the City
6. Star Trek: Enterprise
7. Star Trek: Voyager
8. The Nanny
9. Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
10. Malcolm in the Middle

:$ oh...

Thu, 19 May 2005 15:12:59 GMT

Weight: Dunno... don't wanna know...
Cigarettes: 2
Sins in form of food: 2
Pissy, annoying sister: 1
Pissy, annoying mother: 1

Ok, I vaguely remember that I said that I wanted to gte more involved in LJ. Um, fine then, didn't really work though, but you do know, things can change... LOL. Okay so I have SUCH a sleep disorder lately. Tuesday I was up until like 1, and i got up in the morning with a little hesitation, but no side effects during the day. Yesterday though, I wernt to bed 1 and a half hpour earlier AND I don't get up as easy and i am totally sleepy :S. Due to that, my mah told me i was no longer allowed to be up until 10... how weird is that? It might just be one of her empty promises, like no more than 2 PC hours a day, but who knows? It SO sucks. Well as for school, I already see the next class tests coming up. Latin on 6/16,German on 6/13 (GREAT two bad subjects in one week :'() and English on 5/25 (so actually next week LOL). I think I am finally getting back into some kind of rythm in my life, and I like it. I update daily (at least one character), I rarely get problems in school and my PC functions fine if I don't do certain things(like using emule 8-)). Anyway, my sister back for THE WHOLE WEEK and it is SO annoying how she can make my life miserable by making comments about me watching too much tv (actually PC, I don't or rarely watch german TV) and my mother OF COURSE would make weird decisions then. It is SO FUCKING ANNOYING. Well I am off for tutoring in half an hour, so (If i keep my promise about LJ) you'll hear from me soon.

Leo

:o Friday 13th!!!

Fri, 13 May 2005 18:50:32 GMT

Weight: *shrugs*
Cigarettes: 3

Okay.... I am SO stressed. I wrote a 5 in latin and I gotta go to some tutor 2 times a week... She is like 70 and a total hag, but at least she can teach. Other than that, I think I am spending too much time in front of the PC so that my mah allowed me to go out at half past nine tonight :S So i might just check in with you after that ;)

Leo

Wed, 11 May 2005 21:42:31 GMT

Alright this is a cool game to get to know every one better, it's called 'Interview me'

1. Leave me a comment in my lj saying 'Interview me'
2. I will respond by asking you five questions
3. You will update your lj with the answers to the questions
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions

helplessly_hope asked me:

001 What was your very first thought when you saw Drew in Charmed?
002 If you can choose 5 of the 14 main Lost characters to die this season, who would they be and why?
003 What are you thinking right now?
004 If you can choose one movie to bring with you on a deserted island what will it be and why?
005 Why do you talk to me on msn/skype every day?
006 How are you planning on keeping in touch when I am 1 year in Canada?
007 The blue hand, blue moon or blue triquentra?
008 What is the one thing you absolutely want to have done in your life (only if it's one time)
009 Is there a television show or movie that changed your life? If so which one and how?
010 What is the most hideous thing you have ever done (hideous in your eyes)?

My answers:

001 I dunno really... I just knew that after I saw Oh my Goddess I thought: "What an asshole!"
002 Jack, because he is annoying me, especcially in the latest episodes. Michael and Walt and Vincent, it's actually the same reason... but there it goes throughout the series. Sayid, because he stole Shannon away from Boone.
003 Why am I not tired?
004 Charlie's Angels. I never get tired of it.
005 Because you are fun to talk to. You are always there. And today ypou weren't, so something was missing the entire day.
006 "Email, Fax Machines... It's the 21st Century and I would like to welcome you to it."
007 Blue hand. Definetely. The Neptune and the triaquatra are only additions.
008 To get away from my parewnts and start the Life I desire, totally independent.
009 Actually it is Charmed. Because I only watched that in english and I got to know the language SO much better.
010 Getting totally uncomfortably drunk on April 24th, 2004... I will regret that day forever.

midnightshadows asked me:

001 Ok which one of the LOTR movies did you like best? Pick one :P
002 What's your favorite Drew quote?
003 To which country do you want to go one day? You know like visit or a vacation.
004 If you ever going to meet Zarina and me what are you going to do?
005 Ok what's your favorite food.

My answers:

001 The two towers... I just love Saruman...
002 "Anyone?"
003 San Marino... It's so Minas Tirith alike.
004 OMG where to start... I would exchange big hugs and laugh all the time. I can't think of anything else...
005 Griesmeelpamp...