hat to say... and these fucking things are character limited? Society should forbid those darn things.)

Weight: 69,9 (But I gained muscles, so it could be worse. Better than two years ago.)
Cigarettes: 4 (I cut back, i noticed.)
Sins in form of food: Chocolate for breakfast. But it's better than eating it in the evening.

Thank god I didn't say "I will try to update my LJ more regularly!" in my last post. Would have been WAY embarassing.

Anyway, I have graduated a few months ago and now I am a Zivi, as we call it. I work 8 hours a day in a workshop for disabled people, it's quite funny, especially when you get to tease them. It's kind of good going home and not thinking about homework that one should do or the next exam ahead. I finally get to be lazy without a bad conscience. Yay!

It's still weird reading the things I wrote so long ago. Puperty... ^^ AT least i gained two of the goals I had for myself. I went thin (kinda) and also made becoming a slut which was always my dream (seriously!). ANd I am finally not the nice person but the bitch that is always talking behind someones back, yay!

Not that I am a bad person, I am simply evil.

How time flies... I am already looking in which university I'll go.

I'm weird.

Current Location: Kempen, Lower Rhine Mteropolitan
Feels: cynical
Listens to: Uffie - Ready To Uff | Scrobbled by Last.fm

(Gosh, I missed this!)

Weight: 67,25
Sins in form of food: chocolate coffee.
cigarettes: I stopped counting

I actually forgot that I have LJ. It's weird to read what I used to write in here, it's actually a bit embarrassing to read things that you used to write "WHEN YOU WERE YO-HOUNG" (not that I am old now, but you know what I mean. I actually don't like tha way of thinking I used to have, but who actually cares.

Today I have to be a victim of our bureaucratic hellhole of country because I have to to to the army physical, because, for those who dion't know, every MAN (If women are always for equal rights, why don't they have to do it as well? :P) has to go to the army or to do social services, like wiping the arse of old people (let's hope it won't be that). I will make social services as well, but I still hope that I get "ausgemustert", meaning that they think my body is not capable of bein in the army, which would set me free from this duty ^^.

In four months I will write my final exams. Sounds weird when I think that I wrote my last entry not even thinking about them.

I think I lost the happiness I used to have along the way. It's weird.

Greets,

Teh Leo-Leo

Current Location: At home.
Listens to: Emilie Autumn - Swallow // XotoX - Pumpe / Düse

WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT WAS THAT?

Tags: lost, woah

Okay. In my defence:

I am teh bored of Internet... So i havent been on much on msn, LJ, or anything else. Lately I morely enjoy going out with friends etc. (That could also be because I poured coffee over my laptop and my father keeps forgetting to send it to repairs... and his laptop bloddy annoys me...)

Yesterday I experienced the joys of paying with electronic cash LOL. Makes you feel so mature xD

After my ring, bracelet, tight pants, jacket, coat, necklace and chains fashion-fetish (I love making up new words!) I have a belt fashion-fetish now.

well, so I will go on living.

Leo-Leo

PS: The titanic sank today, 94 years ago...

Current Location: Kempen, duh :P
Feels: crazy
Listens to: Mia - Home